Deep Ocean Hues of blue Being strong Fighting an invisible illness Being me pains me daily Through anxiety, bipolar II Depression to panic attacks Too many for one person. A catalog of medications. Sleepless nights. Long enduring days. To drown amidst the waves. So deep. Shelter me sea so deep. Be my demise. Cover my wounds Swirls of relief. Pardon the wrong doers. Forgive the assault. Live days of peace. Far beneath.